i'm kinda running out of things to say, just don't have the words. never been good at putting my thoughts to words anyways, and i think i have exhausted all of the normal things to say. i have lost a few people i my life, some close, some not. i must say though, that i have never lost a friend as close as Deron was to me. honestly, i am still kinda in shock about it. being at the funeral helped though, i think it helped me get closer to closure.